o levels over :) like FINALLY!!! had been enjoying myself lately :) n then... :S
first, i was very disappointed at how people can be so inconsiderate. im sorry. this is just my own thoughts. before we left the examination hall, the person said 'please leave quietly because theres still another girl who is having her exam.' and when we all leave, it was really noisy. i can imagine how frustrated the girl feels. i suppose if i am her, i would have gone mad. like real MAD. and perhaps angry until the level that i might have just cried (tears of anger). then i started wondering, i am sure all of us know and understand the meaning of silence, but why is it that we cant keep our mouth shut for just another minute or so? is it really that difficult to keep the happiness that the o levels is over to ourselves until we are away from the examination hall so that we wont affect the one girl who is still taking her paper? is it really that tough? like why are we so inconsiderate? they are like totally not listening. please be quiet. and when they stood up, they just drag their chair back and it make that really really irritating sound. why cant they push the chair back gently? or ensure that the chair isnt making any noise?? what would they feel if they were the ones still taking the paper and the rest are like making so much damn noise?? would they be hurt? i dont know...perhaps i was too sensitive. camelia asked why i was looking so stern. i thought about it. this is quite a serious issue isnt it? we are becoming more and more inconsiderate. what has this world become? i am very sure, if i was the girl who is still taking the paper, i would feel so hurt and disgusted by my own schoolmates. ya...
next, i felt really conflicted. i really really liked toy box's songs. there are really really cute and happy (okay, perhaps to me only, the rest dont seem to enjoy it...) there are afew songs that i listened to, like best friend, tarzan and jane, teddy bear. and there is also this song 'barbie girl' etc. i was just...i dont know...perhaps when i first listen to them, i was just very caught up by their very high and happy mood. like very childish. yes, i admit its childish. but when i listen/read the lyrics, everything sort of changed. i dont know...its like degrading women? alright, i am not against guys okay. NO. not against them. what i was disgusted by was actually how women can sing those songs or dance those songs to degrade women. this is not making sense. like 'Kiss me here, and kiss me there I wanna be your little teddybear Kiss me here, and touch me there Come on and show me that you really care'. okay, nothing against anything physical. but, why? why are girls singing these? do they really like to be kiss and touched here and there? only by letting guys kiss and touch then they feel like they are being cared? and also, 'When I am dancing I feel funkyWhy do you keep ignoring meTarzan is here, come kiss me babyCoochie coochie kiss me tenderly' so...erm...still about kissing?? whats with this issue about kissing? to me, kissing is like something personal and sweet? i dont understand why. why must they make it like that (i can only use 'that' to explain, coz i really dont know how to explain it, like i said, its conflicting) and actually, i think barbie girl is the worse... :S u can go read up the lyrics on your own, i dont want to talk about it... okay, thing is, i still like those songs. coz it sound really really nice. but these are songs that children like listening to because its cute, but the content of those songs are so..., to me, wrong. okay, perhaps i was really too sensitive. and it just make it worse when i see some MVs and those girls (shall not name the singer just in case the fans come after me...) dance until like they are useless and inferior to guys...crawling on the floor, making their way towards the guys...its like...degrading women for the sake of guys feeling powerful and stuff... i just feel so wrong liking songs that i think are wrong! aiya! in any case, i am just very very...i dont know...but i am really really not against guys. but i just feel conflicted... :S okay, i am not making sense. if u get it, thank you. if u dont get it, forget it.
lastly, its almost similar to the above. about girls and guys. i hate it when people make it sound as though girls are so inferior as compared to guys..okay, no offend to any guy out there. i just thought...well, even if guys are born to be physically stronger than girls. i just hope they can keep it to themselves. why must they say it out and tries to..i dont know...make girls feel inferior? like hello...i dont find anything wrong with girls being weaker... come on, accept it that you wont like your girl being physically stronger than u, do u? u would find it quite scary if a girl is much much more stronger than guy right? then why is it that some guy just have to be so ego about their strength? if u are really good, u wont have to say it, cause people will naturally sees it. its like, u dont go around telling people how smart u are. its just plain irritating, isnt it? but haiz...never mind, i need those guys around anyway, to motivate me to train hard :D WHOOSH!!! hehe! so in a way, thank you to them :)
yup, enough for today :) LOL! please note: nothing against guys. really.
